A few days ago I woke up extra early and decided to enjoy
the luxury of lying in bed listening to some hymns on my mp3 player. It certainly was lovely—the perfect way to
begin a Sunday morning.
The music swirled through my earbuds, lifting my soul to
think of God and to rejoice in Him and marvel at His works. Usually when I listen to music I’m in the car
or working in the kitchen, with lots of background noise, so I miss the finer
points of the music. But lying here in
the silent room, I could hear the delicate musical devices, balanced by
tasteful strokes in the bass. I let
myself be lost in the music and the delicious sensation of absolute rest.
Suddenly, it all stopped.
My earbuds had come unplugged from the mp3 player. I was lying in a silent, pitch-black
room. The magic was gone.
I fumbled for the cord, and plugged it back in, and the
music swirled on, picking up a few measures from where I had left off. It hadn’t stopped, of course. I had just unplugged.
What a lesson. I sit
by my window at night, looking out on the little valley that is our town,
watching a few cars drive by on the road.
We live in a rural area, so there aren’t many lights to defy the
darkness of the night. Yet the darkness
is far deeper than night. Broken homes,
broken dreams, broken promises, broken bodies, broken social systems, broken
resolutions, so very many broken hearts, and all of this multiplied in every
little valley in every country across this broken earth. And I know that my grief is only a drop in
the vast river of tears that have been wept down through the centuries.
But is it possible that, existing in parallel with this
broken weeping world, there is another world of rejoicing and hope? Is there music being sung somewhere, if only
we could “plug in?”
I open my Bible and find the answer. The music swirls around me. Not an absence of sorrow, for here are tones
of the greatest sorrow of all, the sorrow of Love rejected and hung on a
cross. Yet that very cry of agony ends
in the triumphant cry of new life. And
the music swirls on, jubilant and victorious.
It sings of a Child born, and a King triumphant, of a bride won, and a
bridegroom satisfied, of a battle fought and the last enemy conquered. It sings of a plan accomplished and a work
finished, of a son come home and a lost sheep found, of a home filled and a
table laid, of promises completed and hopes fulfilled. The song goes on, and the singer is God
Himself, to tell of Love at last rewarded, and faith at last made sight, and
hope fulfilled beyond our dreams. The
rich strains span all of time and eternity, one harmonious whole in which every
note makes sense. The voices of the
morning stars that sang together before the beginning of the world, are mingled
with angelic jubilation over sinners repented, and answered by the countless
voices of those saved ones themselves, worshiping the Lamb Who is worthy. The trumpets at the walls of Jericho, and the
harp of David, mingle with the voice of the last trumpet and the harps of the
elders in heaven.
Sorrow is woven all through the song, and yet it is sorrow
that has fulfilled its purpose. This is
not a song of frustration, but of victory.
It is not the song of well-laid plans gone awry, but the song of a
perfect plan fulfilled just as expected.
The pace is measured, not too fast and not too slow. Not a note is hurried, nor does a single note
lag. The conductor is perfectly in
control of his orchestra, though the instruments range from the devil himself,
to the created world of nature, to mankind, to angelic hosts, to the very Son
of God.
Is it possible that this
song is being sung even now, as I look out at the dark valley and feel the
weight of a collapsing society and a disintegrating world, pressing in on
me? Surely the sacred pages answer,
“Yes,” and remind me that that world is, after all, more real than this. That song of the triumph of God was being
sung long before this little world hung in space, and it will continue long
after the stage has been dismantled and the blood-bought singers gathered
home. I can take my place even now in
that choir, and add my voice to the chorus, "To Him who sits on the
throne, and to the Lamb, be blessing and honor and glory and dominion forever
and ever." (Revelation 5:13) All I
have to do is plug in.
So beautiful! I love your writing! Thank you:)
ReplyDeleteYay! A new post. I love reading your thoughts, Rachel. Thank you.
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