“The
thought doesn’t come often, but when it does, it’s pretty scary—what if I spend
the rest of my life waiting for some definite direction from the Lord, and when
I’m forty or fifty I’m still waiting to begin on any real life-work? ….there must be something eternal for me to
be engaged in, besides incidental opportunities along the way!”
Dear young woman who wrote that in my journal a few years
ago,
Can I tell you what happened to me the other day? I spent
part of the afternoon picking up branches around the perimeter of one of our
hayfields. The snow has receded enough
on the south-facing slopes that we can see grass again—or at least the dead
grass stalks that were left from last year’s hayfields. It was slow, monotonous work, but the
beautiful afternoon made up for it. A
few optimistic birds were singing about spring, and the brilliant sunshine was
warm enough to make up for the chilly winter air.
As I was walking back to the house to get supper, it hit me:
this is it. This is life. I’ve arrived
at that nebulous thing called “being grown up.”
Not only that, “this” is my life work. This living from day to day, receiving my
daily work with my daily bread. This learning to walk by faith, not knowing the
plan for the remainder of my life. This
buying up of opportunities, and realizing that they are neither incidental nor
accidental. This realization that immortal souls are cloaked in the highly mortal
bodies that are always crossing my path, and so every interaction is “something
eternal for me to be engaged in.”
God has given each of His children a life work—to live. Living entails a host of difficulties,
disappointments, perplexities, and surprises.
But it is in the context of “just” living, that God meets us. In fact, and, as Paul the apostle said, “To
live is Christ.” No so-called “life work”
can be carried on through the passage of all of life’s seasons; it must be laid
down eventually. But the real kind of
life, the life that is Christ, only grows stronger as we get closer to heaven—and
it even crosses over into life after death, “This is eternal life, that they
may know You, the only true God, and Jesus Christ Whom You have sent.” (John
17:3)
Life, when lived to
its fullest, is all about Christ, not about my work for Him. If only I could get this solidly in my head,
life would be splattered all over with glory. Most of the time I obsess over my
to-do list and yes, often I try to make a to-do list for God too. How much better to slow down to watch for His
fingerprints in my day, and listen for His voice and His approaching footstep.
Do you catch the beauty of this kind of life? It is the dust of earth being blown into
living significance by the breath of God.
It is the filling up of weak earthen vessels, with the glorious treasure
of the gospel of God. It is washing
dishes and scrubbing floors in the anteroom of heaven, and enjoying fellowship
with the eternal God while bumping over muddy roads and getting little kids
bundled up to go sledding.
It is strange that human sweat and tears, when shed for
Christ’s sake, can be converted into heavenly treasure. Strange that the mundane and the sublime can
seem so far removed from one another—and yet rub shoulders. Strange that the warm sunshine can so
transform the chill of winter. Strange
that picking up sticks from a sodden hayfield can be the prelude to such a
revelation about the meaning of life!
Thanks Rachel. I needed to read that today. :-)
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